Wtf is wrong w/ my life?

i pretty much have no social life outside of school like i know alot of ppl and i get invited to hang out every1ce in a while and i either never want to hang out cuz im lazy or im busy and when i wanna hang out they are bussy and im pretty funny but when im around ppl im not friends with or feel like im an outsider i guess i dont talk at all and it so gay like i like to hang out with my cousins that abut it and i really dont have "legit" friends like the kind that would ditch u if u got into trouble and such but its not like we would even hang out outside of school